Saturday, March 11
There's something wrong with me today
Could you tell?
(I almost couldn't)
Theory exam was okay I guess there was a huge jam at the stupid MDIS campus had to get off the car and walk along with 50 others
My group for the 40DOP campaign met up today but I didn't go. I haven't gone for any of their meetings other than the Orientation Sunday one, my group members (okay maybe not all of them) are so..
Inhuman. Not in the cruel way but they really ..are not normal. On Orientation Sunday I was just minding my own business then A and B were talking then for a moment they looked at me and then A said "Let's go somewhere where Claire can't hear us."
I was like WTH!!!!!!!!!!
THINKING OF THEM MAKES ME WANNA EXPLODE (HAHA)
Oh whatever and I haven't gotten past DAY 1 of The Purpose Driven Life book and today we're supposed to be on Day 13 already cool huh
Oh and the stupid amazon shipped the books too late so my cousin only managed to bring back one of the books for me (Carrie Pilby). Oh well better than reading The Five Find-Outers and Dog
I don't feel like going to church tomorrow I haven't felt like going in a long while it's like every week I go there I have to act happy cos surely the Welcome Team will come over and say OH HI!!!! and I have to go OH HELLOZZZ!!!!!!!! and then "eh last week you never come ah hahahahaha" and "huh no I was here what hahahahaha" ETC ETC sigh thinking of church makes me sad
He wraps himself in lightand darkness tries to hide&trembles at His voice,trembles at His voice
8:58 PM;